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Hello Earthlings. The girl who loves black and white here. First and foremost I would like to apologize if ever, you are reading my random rants. This is my online sanctuary. So the least you can do is read, appreciate and comment. Haha. Loljk. ~ Friends and haters are very much welcome here. ;) |
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Not my thing - Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 10:47 PM
Ok. Singing is not my thing. :\ I can't sing well. Either I miss notes or I'm out of tune. But I wonder why I really really like to sing. :))) Is it because I want to embarrass myself with my voice?! HAHA. Lol. >;DD Promise, hear me sing you'll laugh. T.T :"> But hey, there are people who complimented me, I dunno if it's sarcasm or serious compliments though. Dx
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Depressions - Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 10:03 PM
Ok. This November 19, 2010 is a day that I will never forget. This is the very very very first day that I've been depressed since morning 'til night. :\ I am a self-proclaimed stupid, moron, dumb, etc. I am born careless. But why do those traits of mine have to show up all at once, and why does it have to be today?!
Depression #1: I got a score of 72 on my second quiz in Math. And this is for the FIRST time. I admit that I am dumb but I am pretty good in Math. And this is what I get?! Gosh. T.T Usually, I don't need to study in exams specially in Math because I usually can ace my exams without studying. And yet this happens. Even though there's gonna be a retest on Monday, I still can't believe it. It made me shed a tear or two. And guess what, Matt's the one who made me feel better. Boo. ~ Kidding, thanks Matt! But still, that isn't enough. :| Depression#2: Curse my two left feet. :\ I ain't a born dancer. I can sing, but not that good. I play instruments. I can do sports. Why is dancing even included in our school curriculum?! 3rd quarter. 2nd practical test. Yeah, Boogie. My feet aren't coordinated with my hands. And they are not coordinated with my sense pf hearing too. In short, there isn't anything in my body that's coordinated. I am really ashamed of myself. Because of me, MM got another low grade. :\ This is the second time that we got the lowest score in the practical. Daaamn. ~ Depression#3: True or False and find the difference is not my thing. I find True or False very confusing. And looking for difference to objects specially when they look really alike is hard. Damnit. And there isn't anyone who'll help me with that. Psh. Not Louis anyway. A deaf dude. Not in a million years. I got a score of 90 in our quiz in Chemistry yesterday. But that wasn't enough for me! Specially one of my mistakes is an item that I asked him about. I know, I know. Cheating is bad. Who cares?! Not me anyway. -.- I asked him 3 times about something and yet he said he didn't hear me! Gaaah. I wish Prio's there when we answered the test. He's waaaay useful *sorry for the term brother. I know you're not a thing but I can't think of any more appropriate terms other than that.* during quizzes. Even though he does not give me the exact answers, he helps me with them. Gee. ~ I promise. I am gonna get a higher grade in the next quiz! Daamn. Depression#4: I never imagined that being a narrator is a very hard job. I thought it was easy because I only have to read introductory stuffs. And yet Anna made my job a lot harder! It's not I'm blaming her for my decision though. I am just not used to be in front of a lot of people. I get nervous all the time so I don't know if I can do my job properly during our presentation. Oh yeah. As a narrator: I should do gestures, move around the stage, do eye contacts, stay focused, stay alert. Stuffs that I really am not good at. Did I mention that I failed my Public Speaking class when I was in the 1st year? Narrating is twice as hard. :| Depression#5: Other than having two left feet, I also have two left hands. Yeah. :| That's why playing the organ is hard for me. Unlike somebody I know. *ahmn.* Anyway, another round of practice today. 'Coz I missed to days of my practice time. I tried playing my piece, Canon. It's really hard! Specially the part where I play 3-4 keys all at once. The one after the F-D, C#-E, D-B, #C-A, B-G, A-F#, B-G, C#-A. I am stuck there for like what, 2-3 weeks already. Still I can't play it spontaneously. And to think that my sister played that piece too! I think. So anyway. Depression#6. The last and the very reason why I wrote this blog: Ok. My reason for my anger expressed in Facebook is that, my previous Tumblr theme, the Paramore one, was reduced to ashes. :| It us because of my carelessness and stupidity. :\ I forgot to make a back-up first before I started editing my page. Or copy the whole code in Notepad first then edit it and paste it back there again. Like the one that I usually do. I became over confident of my skills as a self-proclaimed computer geek and codes freak. When I was changing the header of my 'About Me' portion, I kinda highlighted the whole code and changed it without even noticing. And I even saved and exited it without previewing for mistakes. DAMN. My biggest mistake. I fell in love with that theme the first time I laid my eyes on it in Tumblr-layouts.com It became my theme for what, 2-4 months already. :\ It saddens me that I have to change to new themes just because of my idiocy. That is one of my best edited themes off all time. I am not ripping, mind you. I just edited some stuffs and the copyright/credits are still there. So yeah. :| I am very pained just a while ago. I released my anguish in somebody else's wall post. :\ I broad casted it, but not the reason. Heck no. I will be the laughing stock of the night. Like my earlier wall post in Facebook. Mababaw lang ang kaligayahan ko. So, the reasons for my tears and anger are shallow too. Damn. Damn. I still wanna kill myself right now. :\ Now I know that feeling of breaking up with a boyfriend. LOL. Oh yeah, I consider my computer my life long partner. 'Til sickness and n health. ;D I know, I sounded like a brat in this blog post. Who cares. Like what I usually say, Makikibasa ka nalang magrereklamo ka pa. Wee. ~ Oh yeah, my mental breakdown level right now. 40%. I am recovering fast. But not fast enough. It has been an hour since I started breaking down. My recovery is not fast enough. I need to work on it next time.
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Why am I damned? - Wednesday, November 17, 2010 @ 10:42 PM
Nakakaasar. <~ Word of the night ko. :| I am so pissed right now. :\
And many to mention. Hay. Buti kanina naalala ko si Madeline dahil kay Eiren. *salamat ng madami dude.* at nabawasan ang galit ko sa mundo. Ngayon, imbis na pinili kong magpractice, nag blog nalang ako. Kasi kulang yung time ko para mag practice. :)) Naiinis talaga ako. :\ Wee, random thought ulit. ;DD Ayan dahil Perfect Match na, lalayas na ako dito. :) Hindi porket hindi sumasangayon sayo ang mundo, pinangdidirihan at tinitignan ng masama ay dapat madepress ka na. Hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon sasantuhin mo yung mga mas nakakataas sayo. Kaya ka binigyan ka ng free will para gawin at paniwalaan mo ang mga bagay na gusto mo. Walang na silang paki dun. Pero dapat matuto ka ring manindigan sa desisyong pinili mo. Masama man o mabuti ang kahahantungan nito. |
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Homework sa AP - Thursday, November 11, 2010 @ 9:04 PM
The battle of In September of 490 BC a Persian armada of 600 ships disgorged an invasion force of approximately 20,000 infantry and cavalry on Greek soil just north of Undaunted by the numerical superiority of the invaders, One of the Greek generals - Miltiades - made a passionate plea for boldness and convinced his fellow generals to attack the Persians. Miltiades ordered the Greek hoplites to form a line equal in length to that of the Persians. Then - in an act that his enemy believed to be complete madness - he ordered his Greek warriors to attack the Persian line at a dead run. In the ensuing melee, the middle of the Greek line weakened and gave way, but the flanks were able to engulf and slaughter the trapped Persians. An estimated 6,400 Persians were slaughtered while only 192 Greeks were killed.
The Battle of Thermopylae was fought between an alliance of Greek city-states, led by Sparta, and the Persian Empire of Xerxes I over the course of three days, during the second Persian invasion of Greece. It took place simultaneously with the naval battle at Artemisium, in August or September 480 BC, at the pass of Thermopylae ('The Hot Gates'). The Persian invasion was a delayed response to the defeat of the first Persian invasion of Greece, which had been ended by the Athenian victory at the Battle of Marathon. Xerxes had amassed a huge army and navy, and set out to conquer all of A Greek force of approximately 7,000 men marched north to block the pass in the summer of 480 BC. The Persian army, alleged by the ancient sources to have numbered in the millions, arrived at the pass in late August or early September. Vastly outnumbered, the Greeks held off the Persians for seven days in total (including three of battle), before the rear-guard was annihilated in one of history's most famous last stands. During two full days of battle, the small force led by King Leonidas I of Sparta blocked the only road by which the massive Persian army could pass. After the second day of battle, a local resident named Ephialtes betrayed the Greeks by revealing a small path that led behind the Greek lines. Aware that his force was being outflanked, Leonidas dismissed the bulk of the Greek army, and remained to guard the rear with 300 Spartans, 700 Thespians, 400 Thebans and perhaps a few hundred others, the vast majority of whom were killed. After this engagement, the Greek navy at Artemisium received news of the defeat at Both ancient and modern writers have used the Battle of Thermopylae as an example of the power of a patriotic army of freemen defending native soil. The performance of the defenders at the battle of
Knowing that winter would soon be arriving, Xerxes decided on a naval assault on the remaining Athenians and their naval forces stationed at Some were captured and the rest fled back to their bases in Xerxes was not done with
The Battle of Plataea was the final land battle during the second Persian invasion of Greece. It took place in 479 BC near the city of Plataea in Boeotia, and was fought between an alliance of the Greek city-states, including Sparta, Athens, Corinth and Megara, and the Persian Empire of Xerxes I. The previous year, the Persian invasion force, led by the Persian king in person, had scored victories at the Battles of Thermopylae and Artemisium, and conquered Thessaly, Boeotia and Attica. However, at the ensuing Battle of Salamis, the Allied Greek navy had won an unlikely victory, and therefore prevented the conquest of the Peloponnesus. Xerxes then retreated with much of his army, leaving his general Mardonius to finish off the Greeks the following year. In the summer of 479 BC, the Greeks assembled a huge army (by contemporary standards), and marched out of the A large portion of the Persian army was trapped in their camp, and slaughtered. The destruction of this army, and the remnants of the Persian navy, allegedly on the same day at the Battle of Mycale, decisively ended the invasion. After |
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Not my thing - Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 10:47 PM
Ok. Singing is not my thing. :\ I can't sing well. Either I miss notes or I'm out of tune. But I wonder why I really really like to sing. :))) Is it because I want to embarrass myself with my voice?! HAHA. Lol. >;DD Promise, hear me sing you'll laugh. T.T :"> But hey, there are people who complimented me, I dunno if it's sarcasm or serious compliments though. Dx
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Depressions - Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 10:03 PM
Ok. This November 19, 2010 is a day that I will never forget. This is the very very very first day that I've been depressed since morning 'til night. :\ I am a self-proclaimed stupid, moron, dumb, etc. I am born careless. But why do those traits of mine have to show up all at once, and why does it have to be today?!
Depression #1: I got a score of 72 on my second quiz in Math. And this is for the FIRST time. I admit that I am dumb but I am pretty good in Math. And this is what I get?! Gosh. T.T Usually, I don't need to study in exams specially in Math because I usually can ace my exams without studying. And yet this happens. Even though there's gonna be a retest on Monday, I still can't believe it. It made me shed a tear or two. And guess what, Matt's the one who made me feel better. Boo. ~ Kidding, thanks Matt! But still, that isn't enough. :| Depression#2: Curse my two left feet. :\ I ain't a born dancer. I can sing, but not that good. I play instruments. I can do sports. Why is dancing even included in our school curriculum?! 3rd quarter. 2nd practical test. Yeah, Boogie. My feet aren't coordinated with my hands. And they are not coordinated with my sense pf hearing too. In short, there isn't anything in my body that's coordinated. I am really ashamed of myself. Because of me, MM got another low grade. :\ This is the second time that we got the lowest score in the practical. Daaamn. ~ Depression#3: True or False and find the difference is not my thing. I find True or False very confusing. And looking for difference to objects specially when they look really alike is hard. Damnit. And there isn't anyone who'll help me with that. Psh. Not Louis anyway. A deaf dude. Not in a million years. I got a score of 90 in our quiz in Chemistry yesterday. But that wasn't enough for me! Specially one of my mistakes is an item that I asked him about. I know, I know. Cheating is bad. Who cares?! Not me anyway. -.- I asked him 3 times about something and yet he said he didn't hear me! Gaaah. I wish Prio's there when we answered the test. He's waaaay useful *sorry for the term brother. I know you're not a thing but I can't think of any more appropriate terms other than that.* during quizzes. Even though he does not give me the exact answers, he helps me with them. Gee. ~ I promise. I am gonna get a higher grade in the next quiz! Daamn. Depression#4: I never imagined that being a narrator is a very hard job. I thought it was easy because I only have to read introductory stuffs. And yet Anna made my job a lot harder! It's not I'm blaming her for my decision though. I am just not used to be in front of a lot of people. I get nervous all the time so I don't know if I can do my job properly during our presentation. Oh yeah. As a narrator: I should do gestures, move around the stage, do eye contacts, stay focused, stay alert. Stuffs that I really am not good at. Did I mention that I failed my Public Speaking class when I was in the 1st year? Narrating is twice as hard. :| Depression#5: Other than having two left feet, I also have two left hands. Yeah. :| That's why playing the organ is hard for me. Unlike somebody I know. *ahmn.* Anyway, another round of practice today. 'Coz I missed to days of my practice time. I tried playing my piece, Canon. It's really hard! Specially the part where I play 3-4 keys all at once. The one after the F-D, C#-E, D-B, #C-A, B-G, A-F#, B-G, C#-A. I am stuck there for like what, 2-3 weeks already. Still I can't play it spontaneously. And to think that my sister played that piece too! I think. So anyway. Depression#6. The last and the very reason why I wrote this blog: Ok. My reason for my anger expressed in Facebook is that, my previous Tumblr theme, the Paramore one, was reduced to ashes. :| It us because of my carelessness and stupidity. :\ I forgot to make a back-up first before I started editing my page. Or copy the whole code in Notepad first then edit it and paste it back there again. Like the one that I usually do. I became over confident of my skills as a self-proclaimed computer geek and codes freak. When I was changing the header of my 'About Me' portion, I kinda highlighted the whole code and changed it without even noticing. And I even saved and exited it without previewing for mistakes. DAMN. My biggest mistake. I fell in love with that theme the first time I laid my eyes on it in Tumblr-layouts.com It became my theme for what, 2-4 months already. :\ It saddens me that I have to change to new themes just because of my idiocy. That is one of my best edited themes off all time. I am not ripping, mind you. I just edited some stuffs and the copyright/credits are still there. So yeah. :| I am very pained just a while ago. I released my anguish in somebody else's wall post. :\ I broad casted it, but not the reason. Heck no. I will be the laughing stock of the night. Like my earlier wall post in Facebook. Mababaw lang ang kaligayahan ko. So, the reasons for my tears and anger are shallow too. Damn. Damn. I still wanna kill myself right now. :\ Now I know that feeling of breaking up with a boyfriend. LOL. Oh yeah, I consider my computer my life long partner. 'Til sickness and n health. ;D I know, I sounded like a brat in this blog post. Who cares. Like what I usually say, Makikibasa ka nalang magrereklamo ka pa. Wee. ~ Oh yeah, my mental breakdown level right now. 40%. I am recovering fast. But not fast enough. It has been an hour since I started breaking down. My recovery is not fast enough. I need to work on it next time.
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Why am I damned? - Wednesday, November 17, 2010 @ 10:42 PM
Nakakaasar. <~ Word of the night ko. :| I am so pissed right now. :\
And many to mention. Hay. Buti kanina naalala ko si Madeline dahil kay Eiren. *salamat ng madami dude.* at nabawasan ang galit ko sa mundo. Ngayon, imbis na pinili kong magpractice, nag blog nalang ako. Kasi kulang yung time ko para mag practice. :)) Naiinis talaga ako. :\ Wee, random thought ulit. ;DD Ayan dahil Perfect Match na, lalayas na ako dito. :) Hindi porket hindi sumasangayon sayo ang mundo, pinangdidirihan at tinitignan ng masama ay dapat madepress ka na. Hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon sasantuhin mo yung mga mas nakakataas sayo. Kaya ka binigyan ka ng free will para gawin at paniwalaan mo ang mga bagay na gusto mo. Walang na silang paki dun. Pero dapat matuto ka ring manindigan sa desisyong pinili mo. Masama man o mabuti ang kahahantungan nito. |
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Homework sa AP - Thursday, November 11, 2010 @ 9:04 PM
The battle of In September of 490 BC a Persian armada of 600 ships disgorged an invasion force of approximately 20,000 infantry and cavalry on Greek soil just north of Undaunted by the numerical superiority of the invaders, One of the Greek generals - Miltiades - made a passionate plea for boldness and convinced his fellow generals to attack the Persians. Miltiades ordered the Greek hoplites to form a line equal in length to that of the Persians. Then - in an act that his enemy believed to be complete madness - he ordered his Greek warriors to attack the Persian line at a dead run. In the ensuing melee, the middle of the Greek line weakened and gave way, but the flanks were able to engulf and slaughter the trapped Persians. An estimated 6,400 Persians were slaughtered while only 192 Greeks were killed.
The Battle of Thermopylae was fought between an alliance of Greek city-states, led by Sparta, and the Persian Empire of Xerxes I over the course of three days, during the second Persian invasion of Greece. It took place simultaneously with the naval battle at Artemisium, in August or September 480 BC, at the pass of Thermopylae ('The Hot Gates'). The Persian invasion was a delayed response to the defeat of the first Persian invasion of Greece, which had been ended by the Athenian victory at the Battle of Marathon. Xerxes had amassed a huge army and navy, and set out to conquer all of A Greek force of approximately 7,000 men marched north to block the pass in the summer of 480 BC. The Persian army, alleged by the ancient sources to have numbered in the millions, arrived at the pass in late August or early September. Vastly outnumbered, the Greeks held off the Persians for seven days in total (including three of battle), before the rear-guard was annihilated in one of history's most famous last stands. During two full days of battle, the small force led by King Leonidas I of Sparta blocked the only road by which the massive Persian army could pass. After the second day of battle, a local resident named Ephialtes betrayed the Greeks by revealing a small path that led behind the Greek lines. Aware that his force was being outflanked, Leonidas dismissed the bulk of the Greek army, and remained to guard the rear with 300 Spartans, 700 Thespians, 400 Thebans and perhaps a few hundred others, the vast majority of whom were killed. After this engagement, the Greek navy at Artemisium received news of the defeat at Both ancient and modern writers have used the Battle of Thermopylae as an example of the power of a patriotic army of freemen defending native soil. The performance of the defenders at the battle of
Knowing that winter would soon be arriving, Xerxes decided on a naval assault on the remaining Athenians and their naval forces stationed at Some were captured and the rest fled back to their bases in Xerxes was not done with
The Battle of Plataea was the final land battle during the second Persian invasion of Greece. It took place in 479 BC near the city of Plataea in Boeotia, and was fought between an alliance of the Greek city-states, including Sparta, Athens, Corinth and Megara, and the Persian Empire of Xerxes I. The previous year, the Persian invasion force, led by the Persian king in person, had scored victories at the Battles of Thermopylae and Artemisium, and conquered Thessaly, Boeotia and Attica. However, at the ensuing Battle of Salamis, the Allied Greek navy had won an unlikely victory, and therefore prevented the conquest of the Peloponnesus. Xerxes then retreated with much of his army, leaving his general Mardonius to finish off the Greeks the following year. In the summer of 479 BC, the Greeks assembled a huge army (by contemporary standards), and marched out of the A large portion of the Persian army was trapped in their camp, and slaughtered. The destruction of this army, and the remnants of the Persian navy, allegedly on the same day at the Battle of Mycale, decisively ended the invasion. After |
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I wanna know what love really is. I need somebody to love.
I wanna return this borrowed life. I wanna live an issue-free life. Ayaw ko na. Sawa na ako. I want to find that all-in-one person. One who knows violin, bass, piano and guitar. I want 20 more boxes of Swiss Miss. I wanna sleep forever. |
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Previous Posts: What's With This Day? ; So, you wanna know everything huh? ; Trying to remember how my time stopped ; I'm falling to pieces ; Yes, I'll lose everything ; Fuckyeah ; Christmas. ;] ; Ok. Masarap Ang Feeling ; Anne, why are you so stupid? ; Damn damn damn. ; Previous Months: September 2009 ; October 2009 ; December 2009 ; January 2010 ; February 2010 ; March 2010 ; April 2010 ; June 2010 ; July 2010 ; August 2010 ; September 2010 ; October 2010 ; November 2010 ; December 2010 ; January 2011 ; February 2011 ; March 2011 ; |
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