I woke up late a while ago. My grandfather woke me up. Annoying. I was sleeping, peacefully? But it's fine with me. I used my mom's laptop to play. ~.~ I just had my turn and she immediately send me off to do some work. Table setting. ;/ It's fine with me. I played. Trolololol. ~ Dad asked me if he can use my account. I said yes knowing that I can use my other one to play. Guess what, he made my mom angry. O_O I was so shocked when he told me and when mom tagged me in a post if Facebook. .____. I was feeling... scared and surprised? I haven't seen her like that. Even though it was just online my inside are feeling... unwell? Well anyway, she said sorry and like that. I felt guilty for some reason. It's just sometimes I feel something and I dunno why. I spent the afternoon procrastinating. I turned on the AC without asking permission 'coz it's so damn hot and I can't take it anymore. I just lay down the bed and stared at the ceiling. Cool huh? Hobbies. I forgot what happened next. I tend to forget things easily. I have STML. Short Term Memory Loss. Later on, well actually it was not too long ago, my hands started to feel numb. Idk why. ~.~ Like my hands doesn't want me to play anymore. I stopped. And there. I let my character stand in the club while I type everything HERE. It's kind of weird when i am telling stories and reached up to date. So, I think that's it. I dunno what's wrong with me but this day feels so wrong. It's like that all of these things are not supposed to happen. God damn it.

• She made you feel stupid.
• She made you feel desperate.
• Because of her, you are suicidal, yet in denial.
• Because of her, you're starting to feel numb.
• Because of her, you're being crazy.
• When you lost her, you felt like you lost your world.
• She made fear reality.
• Alam mo madami pa talaga. Kaso natatanga ako mag-isip